Well, I'm thinking it's a bad sign that I've been told by two male friends recently that I seem "weird" or a little "out of sorts lately". I thought guys didn't talk about that stuff. I don't mean to stereotype but it seems odd to me. To be honest...I have been a little out of sorts lately. Of all the friends to notice, let alone say something I was shocked by two guys. It took me off guard a little and made me realize I may need to get myself in check. Time to snap out of it I guess.
I feel like I've been on a kiddie roller coaster lately. Not the normal female moodiness or highs and lows, but just...... mellow. I've been struggling with some work issues lately which ultimately lead to financial stress. Also, I've been trying to figure out some relationships with people.
I've been spending A LOT of time lately thinking about relocating. Why? I think it would be a great opportunity and learning experience to move someplace different. Throw myself into a new community and culture. I don't have any major responsibilities or obligations keeping me here. However, I would really miss my mom and my friends. I like having a home. I don't know. I thought I had it all figured out and now I feel more confused than ever. How can one person want two things that seem so completely opposite?
I haven't written much lately, because I don't know what to write. That...plus I haven't really had anything super exciting to write about. Maybe I should start blogging more. Maybe it will help bring some clarity. I don't know...that seems like a pretty high expectation.
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